My Head Hurts!

Resolution

"I've always been more interested in the connotation than the denotation...My sphincter squirmed. My pharynx quivered. I wanted to fart and burp at the same time" ... sensuality tenderness love are not the borrowed salient features of sexual exuberance - pace, bleeding letters, frozen object ... "I stepped out into the light and realized I was nude ... hot, sweaty, scared, terrified, wet, defiant, angry, desolate, hopeful ... I do have control over my life at this point."

Transgressions

"The old man wasn't really old ... They were at a bar ... Humiliation was his triumph ... Clarity was usurped by absolute stupor ... But the boy didn't say anything ... The street was empty ... he felt a great sense of relief" ... I know the dust of myself (abject center - penetrate - history - totem) ... "It was off to the side a touch ... like a child ... All he knew was that the recognizable had finally and permanently disappeared."

Another Round

"This situation doen't require a good, hard look to recognize or name for every moment far from being blurred is clear because it's a redundancy" ... gold routs body corps tomb vein solidarity red lice fetus insane old warrior necessary cruelty ... "Draft ... Good morning ... Thanks .... I really enjoyed myself ... I'm not interested ... These eggs taste great ... Do you often go to ... I can't remember your name ... You're so cute ... You're not interested in cruelty, that's not your intention, but the planting of suspicion has become a reflexive act reminding you that these answers are in fact meaningless."

Slap Happy

"There was nothing exceptional about the toy outside of its complete lack of defining features ... Two boys crouched attentively over the toy ... All in the name of science ... Does it hurt? No it feels weird ... Hello? ... Don't come in here ... Is everything alright in there ... Son, what happened ... David, what happened ... Joe played football and fucked girls ... David had less luck sexually" ... Continuity replaces bone torn jagged rested we move again into the flame afraid of showing the bone ... "Harder and harder he slapped ... he bit his lip ... He wasn't thinking of a man. He was thinking of his mother."

Stops and Starts

"The moon is a secondary source of light ... Dreams surface ... Ideas and desires corporealize ... He was looking for love" ... cut out the tongue canal shit death absent void syringe affirmation ... "He was getting older ... the two became interconnected ... Surprise one ... Surprise two ... Surprise three ... Bears where ideal ... This skin was ephraim ... A voice said, harder ... Without further ado ... The other sits up with a start."

Gender Studies

"In the playground there's a specific section where the older girls play ... Feminine opportunity ... How he loved to swing ... His face was ambiguous" ... joy death we know well enough multiplication upsets requests untie madness indeed transposition all ... "Territories were staked ... At least the stench was honest ... Outside ... Doors closed ... the situation was out of hand ... The outside came as a present."

Stripped

"I was at a bathhouse ... We were jazz ... I put a towel at the crack of the door ... Even the blue of it, licked at me" ... ontology justified death by language death in a box idea of body negation ... "I went to the West ... The height gave new perspective ... It was silence itself ... Up, up, up ... Inside a gigantic globe ... I saw blackness ... Fat ephraim of earth ... My perspective went awry ... But it never came."

Drunk Culture

"The conversation was ebullient, intoxicating, three men were laughing in the best of spirits ... He was trying to get away ... he chose to attack the crowd" ...  Degradation condemnation erotism corporal rites black life absent plane constructed suffocation ... "Eventually the cock did slide ... He disengaged ... He struggled toward unconsciousness ... But those two were already asleep, and having the most unpleasant dreams."

Gertrude Stein is Dead

"There is only one end in life and an end is by its very nature abrupt, short, curt, final ... Or life perhaps ... Am I a participant ... You're there. I'm here. It's over. You're done" ... blue face long blue dress decorated with monkeys and fruit She enters when the curtain has risen but from the moment that the curtain begins to rise she attempts to dominate the sound of the orchestra ... "We don't need more ... Everyone will sense it ... I'm there. I'm here. It's over. I'm done ... Same, the same. Same. Same. Same."